devour me

You didn't listen

I told you no

I tried so hard 

To end things 

I was hoping 

You would get the message 

Let me off the hook

Do the right thing 

Be the stronger person 

You kept talking to me 

It wasn't over 

I couldn't stop 

I needed one more second 

You wanted more time

Saw that I was weak 

You sat around the corner 

I went against my morals 

I walked to your car 

I got in the passenger side 

We were silent 

Like we knew each other 

For a lifetime 

A magnetic pull 

Drawing us closer 

You drove to a parking lot

I kept shaking my head 

Knew this was wrong 

So very wrong 

But I didnt stop you 

I just wanted to be close to you 

Even for one tiny second 

I needed the attention 

I felt the desire

My body was shaking 

My heart was beating 

You said you just wanted to be near me

All you wanted was to touch my face 

It had been so long

Since I had felt anything 

Let alone touch

And then you touched my face 

You ran your fingers along my lips 

Pulled me towards you 

A small kiss

Your hands in my hair 

I knew we should stop

But I wanted more 

I craved more 

I needed you to touch me

To feel me 

But I kept sitting back 

Shaking my head

It was all wrong 

We were all wrong 

And then you drove

To a more deserted location 

And I felt your tongue 

I tasted your mouth 

Your hand tried to travel 

I stopped you

And then you held my hand 

I wrapped my fingers in yours 

I just wanted more 

I wanted you

I wanted you to want me 

To devour me 

Whole 

But we kept stopping

Holding back 

A ticking time bomb 

About to explode

The desire was flooding the car

Intensity 

You laid on my chest 

You felt my scar

And your fingers tried to travel 

But I pulled you away 

We were on the verge 

Of insanity 

Torture

And then you got your bearings 

You buckled your seat belt

And drove me back 

I got out of your car 

And I kissed the window 

I left my lip print 

On your car 

So you would always see me there 

Never forget me

Or that moment 

And then I ran inside  

Guilt overwhelmed me 

But so did desire 

I wanted more

I wanted you

I got moments 

And they began fading 

Sporadic memory 

Of your lips on mine 

Your fingers on my face

Your head on my chest 

A moment that came and went

Disappeared 

I was reminded 

I was awakened 

I felt

I desired 

I was real 

During that entire moment

I was real

I was alive 

And then it was over